Sunday, May 31, 2009

Thanks Jolene

Thanks YZ-ers

Thanks Starry Nighties

Thanks Daddy

Thanks mummy

Thanks HOT sister

And for my nineteenth birthday I got a union card and a wedding coat

We went down to the courthouse and the judge put it all to rest

No wedding day smiles no walk down the aisle

No flowers no wedding dress

That night we went down to the river

And into the river we'd dive

Oh down to the river we did ride

Thank you all who remembered, called, texted, posted, wished, spent and celebrated!

Thanks a gazillion, lubb dubb you people!!

Anyway, Starry Night full dress rehersal falling on the same day wasn't too bad afterall.

Major fun-zation yaww, surprisingly!

Fianlly 18. So whattt? Woooohoooo.

♥ disguised at { 3:45 AM }

Friday, May 29, 2009

Countdown: 23 more minutes!!!

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Thursday, May 28, 2009

2 more daysssssssss. Wooohooo!

Daddy just got me my hawtt pink Ipod Nano! Yayeeee Jac.

It's so bright and pretty, like candy!!!

Feast your eyes! Awesome stuff I tell you.

SOMEONE can't wait to see it. Hahah.

I love small eyes the mostestestest twentyfour-seven, it's insane.
In case you didn't know, "small eyes" is actually a noun in this context.

That wasn't too much of a giveaway, was it? Nope!

Hah, I want Barbie dolls next. Shizzzle my nizzzle yawww!

♥ disguised at { 2:09 PM }

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

She says "wake up, it's no use pretending"

I'll keep stealing, breathing her.

Birds are leaving over autumn's ending

One of us will die inside these arms

Eyes wide open, naked as we came

One will spread our ashes 'round the yard

She says "If I leave before you, darling.

Don't you waste me in the ground"

I lay smiling like our sleeping children

One of us will die inside these arms

Eyes wide open, naked as we came

One will spread our ashes round the yard

I could just kill a man.

♥ disguised at { 7:48 PM }

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

"We the citizens of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as one united people
Regardless of race, language or religion
To build a democratic society
Based on justice and equality
So as to achieve happiness
Prosperity and progress for our nation"
So the goal is to build the nation, achieve prosperity and live in perfect harmony with everyone.
Where does it state that one must be heterosexual to achieve this?
Point it out for me please cuz I DON'T see it!

♥ disguised at { 12:13 AM }

Sunday, May 24, 2009

I know you have questions

same ones as me

How long has it been?

How long will it be?

When will come the morning

to drive the night away?

Tell me when will come the morning

of a brighter day?

It hasn't really dawned upon me that I've been too much of a retard lately. Have I?
Been laughing way too much and I'm always laughing over...erm, NOTHING!?!
Yeah, I've become a source of my own entertainment. It's funnnn!
"Finding humour", it's one of IJ's Habits Of Mind. See, I'm so putting what I learn to very very very good use!
Ok good, so Starry Night's stage extensions have finally arrived.
Everything seems to be piecing together quite nicely. Woots woots!
We have finally found some bitchy entertainment during Starry Night pracs and WE'RE LOVIN' IT!
"Bang bang, I shot you down. Bang bang, no more boing boing!" Yayeeee!!
Don't bother asking what the hell that was cuz I'm being way too random and it's infectious! Stay awayyy.
Ooooh, I see something somewhere...
Guess what? Hahah.
Ewwwwww, disgusting! YUCK!!!

♥ disguised at { 5:59 PM }

Thursday, May 21, 2009

seconds hours so many days
you know what you want but how long can you wait
every moment lasts forever
when you feel you've lost your way
what if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
but you gave me one good reason
to fight and never walk away
so here I am still holding on
with every step, you climb another mountain
with every breath it's harder to believe
you make it through the pain weather hurricanes
to get to that one thing
just when you think the road is going nowhere just when you almost gave up on your dreams
they take you by the hand and show you that you can
you can go higher
you can go deeper there are no boundaries above and beneath you
you break rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
with every step, you climb another mountain
with every breath it's harder to believe
you make it through the pain weather hurricanes
to get to that one thing
just when you think the road is going nowhere just when you almost gave up on your dreams
they take you by the hand and show you that you can
there's no boundaries

Just one of those days waking up with an overflowing inbox.
19 messages. Of which 16 were more or less of the SAME content.
"Adam lost to Kris! You so owe me a meal! Hahaha"
"All hail Kris the new American Idol"
"Kris kicked Adam's gay ass big time!"
"Jac, go comfort your Adam LOSE-bert"
"You're gonna kill yourself, but I need to break the news to you that Adam lost. Take it easy, you always have me. Haha"
"To the new champ- Kris Allen. I told you so."
Blah blah blah blah blah...
Ok people! I get the picture.
ADAM LAMBERT LOST TO KRIS ALLEN IN AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 8!
It wasn't too hard a news to handle actually, I'm totally in control of my sanity and I haven't lost it.
Disappointment aside, because of this everyone's being really nice to me today.
That's sweet.
Immunity level is at it's lowest, but mental level is fluctuating like a tsunami!
I (L) Ass-Pee-Ass-Eff yawww pawww!
That's right babe, you heard me. Woohooo.

♥ disguised at { 4:43 PM }

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I never been on a railroad, as many times as they pass me by

I never crashed in the desert or seen a rodeo

I don't know much about the world wars or Vietnam

I've yet to read about Uncle Tom

Never climbed a real rock or seen Colorado

Awesome oh wow like totally freak me out, I mean right on!

10 more days and Jac's officially legal yaww.

"I'll do a fcuking hairflip in your fcuking face, ending it with a peaceflip!"

Random to the mmmm-axe, but I love saying that! Sounds good to me.

Woman problems are getting right at me.

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Monday, May 18, 2009

All of a sudden my eyes start swelling, and my head hurts so bad that it feels like I just went into a crying jag in lala land.

How dramatic, I know. Hahah

This is crazy, it's blowing my mind.

My mind is blowing, blown, and GONE.

Say whatttt?!? Monday blues aplenty.

♥ disguised at { 8:56 PM }

Sunday, May 17, 2009

A statue stands in a shaded place,
An angel girl with an upturned face;
Her name is written on a polished rock,
A broken heart that the world forgot.
Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.
Concrete Angel

Feast your eyes on the pictures above cuz once you've seen them, it'll be another half a year till it grows to that length again.

My hair was growing and in the process of it reaching that ideal length, I chopped it off again.

It's the same about the same length as the previous one except for SHORTER!

A serious problem with managing my impulsivity (not).

I promised to let it grow and grow and grow and grow but my itchy fingers just had to do something to it.

It's not as bad as it sounds but I just need to mourn over my lost hair.

Shitty shitty bang bang.

Oh, another thing- I can't seem to play "RIVER FLOWS IN YOU" for nuts.

This is demoralizing to the maximum yaww!

♥ disguised at { 6:57 PM }

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Adam Lambert has a "lame-bird" that's why he's gay!
How logical, ricky.
Anyway, I'm hoping so much that daddy will bring mommy along with him to Hong Kong next week.
I foresee H to the A to the V to the O to the C!
It'll be an adventure, I swear.
Sister will set the house on fire and I'll probably hang her on a bamboo stick outside the window.
The folks will come back and find their assets all gone.
Wooohoooo! This is eggciting yaww! Thinking about it makes me pee in my pants.
So don't don't be a spoiler dad and mom! Go go go.

♥ disguised at { 4:13 PM }