Friday, April 25, 2008
Am in school discussing IAC and comm toolkit project with my group. Not exactly doing anything cuz Reenee has done everything already. Thank you. I think if I were to do the presentation slides, the whole group can forget about getting a good grade cuz I'm like in no mood to do any work now. Anything that I do will be total nonsense and rubbish. I just feel like screaming so loud till my ears bleed. I'm stressed and I'm my life is not going very well. I'm tired. Tired of not knowing things which i think i'm suppose to know and having to keep guessing."When doubt bite and sinks in, you let your imagination run wild. Every picture and every scene that crosses into your mind just kills a small part of you. But before the last picture gets a chance to flash in your head, you realise you're already dead..."
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
I said "TOO BAD, I LOVE YOU"What am i doing in Biomedical science? What am i even in the school of life science? I seriously got no idea. Hah. The past few days have been pretty bad, not really understanding lectures and tutorials. Haha. Whatever man. Other then school, things have been good :) i guess? Hah. Nothing much to post about for now. So i shall stop here. Peace out.
I HEART you!!!
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Friday, April 18, 2008
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'm practically laughing my head off after reading this particular blog. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. OMG! It's damn funny, not as in a comical way but it's just hilarious man! Seriously, i never thought it was true until i read that post (the latest one). Not exactly to the point but it sure sounded familiar, very familiar. I swear it's so crazy. Although no name was mentioned, but OMG, wouldn't people like guess and find out. Especially if there were many obvious hints enough to let the people know what that post was about? Ahahahahahahahahahahaha. Just downright F-U-N-N-A-Y-E! HAHA!Ok ok, shall stop laughing. Feel bad. Anyway, it's 11.30am now and schoool starts only at 1pm! Woohoo. We'll have 4 straight hours of IS-COM tutorial, hope it'll be fun and not bore the crap out of me. Had a hard time understanding organic chem lecture yesterday, probably bacause my mind kept drifting when i actually tried to pay attention. Haha. Whatever, i just gotta try to pass my modules and it'll be fine.
When you go MAD, you drive me CRAZY!!!
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
Am in tutorial now. The teacher is sone guy who looks like santa. Haha. Cute old man, talking when not many people are listening. Heh! 1 hour and 15 mins left till another lecture which will last for 2 hours! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! Boring. Not very actually, but yeah. I'm tired. Everyone in class is like mass communicating on msn and entertaining ourselves. The teacher got no idea why we keep laughing amongst ourselves. Hah. Killing time by blog-hopping, although i do NOT like doing such stuff but i just got nothing to do now. Not surprisingly, i stumbled upon things i wished i didn't see. Whatever, i'm too tired to think about all these now. Anyway, gotta listen up now.♥ disguised at { 2:43 PM }
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
OMG! Seriously, OMG! My sis is being a lil b*tch and keeping everything to herself. She says there's something i ought to know and i asked her what was it. Guess what?! She said she swore not to tell anyone. And nooooo, she ain't telling me. What's her problem? Just spill it damn it! Urghh! Guess i'm never gonna squeeze it outta her. Hope it isn't something bad.Anyway, today is the third day of school. It isn't that bad actually. My class is really mad and lively, that's what Dr Eddie says. Hah. So yeah...But i really got no idea what's happening in bio stats class. Mrs Chan is confusing! Don't know what she's talking about! Whatever, just hope i'll get like smarter by the day and finally get what's happening in class.
School ends at 6 tomorrow!!! I don't know how i'm going to pass my time. Once tomorrow passes, it'll be kinda fine. Clock, tick faster would you?
Mommy asked me to go buy eggs today after school and i did. Had hell lotsa fun :D I LOVE YOU PLEASE!
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Saturday, April 12, 2008
OMG OMG OMGGGGG!!! Had my hands on Click 5 tickets just yesterday! Totally awesome! Even the sight of the tickets make me smile like an idiot! Hah! Bought 5 tickets in total. Chels, amelia, danielle (i think), mei mei and I. Swear I'm like excited to the max! Am already counting down to the 1st of june!!!! Hahaha. 50 more days to go... Anyway, i went back to ij last night. Mummy had to attend this sec 2 parents night thingy so I accompanied her. Was super duper boring and I was like gonna dozing off. I bet not even three-quaters of the parents were listening man! Cuz seriously, it was B-O-R-I-N-G! Was like messaging throughout the whole talk. Hehe :D Went off at about 8.50pm when the talk wasn't finish yet cuz daddy came to pick us up. Went home, bathed, watched tv and went to bed. Woke up this morning and all i have done up till now is watch tv, use the phone, use the computer, eat and driving myself crazy. My life is such a super mundane one. And I'm getting tired again...So ciao for now. Peace outI'D WITHSTAND ALL OF HELL TO HOLD YOUR HAND
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Friday, April 11, 2008
LOVE "WHY ZEEEEEEE" (chels+jac=heart)
Look at how HIGH i was (Check derek out. I love screaming into his ears!)
I KNOW IT'S WAY TOO LATE, BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Happy belated belated birthday to Youth Zone, Nicholas Teo and Valerie Lim! Rock on guys!
Had my hair cut yesterday instead of today cuz mummy wanted to do her hair too. It didn't turn out too bad afterall. Just 2 inches++ shorter, not that much of a difference. My fringe is like shorter too, kinda weird. Not really used to it yet but i still pin it up anyway. Didn't really care what the hairdresser was doing to my hair cuz I was kinda in a "heck care" and lousy mood. Guess it's just one of those bad days. I've been kinda down recently and the thing is I don't know why?! Maybe it's because school is starting in like 3 days and I just can't describe how freaking scared I am. Like how will it be like on the first day of school? Whether I'll still be able to stay in touch with my IJ friends? Whether I'll even have enough time for myself since school hours are so irregular and sometimes long. OMG! Seriously, I got no idea what's it gonna be like when poly life starts. I'll just take each day as it comes...
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
Have been slacking alot these two days. Went to town with nat yesterday and saw kellyn!!! Miss her like crap! Not really in the mood to talk about much stuff actually. So yeah...will post soon. Anyway, i'll be getting my hair cut tomorrow i guess? Hope it turns out fine.I'm scared...of everything. I don't know what it means to feel this way, but it's really draining all of me. And i realise this is what life seems to be:
The thing about having something hidden in your past is that you spend every minute of the future building a wall that makes the monster harder to see. You convince youself that the wall is sturdy and thick, and one day, when you wake up and the horrible thing does not immeditely jump into your mind, you give yourself freedom to pretend that it is well and truly gone. Which only makes it that much more painful when something like this happens, and you learn that the concrete wall is really as transparent as glass, and twice as fragile.
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Monday, April 07, 2008
OMGGGGG!!! School will be starting in exactly one week time! 7 days! So gonna die cuz i'm not prepared or whatsoever. I don't want my long long holiday to end just like that. Urghhhh! Whatever. Anyway, YZ chalet on Friday was awesome! Just had tons of fun! Ate like a total pig! Ordered macs for ourselves (oops...) and the COKE was the best tasting COKE ever! Wheeeeeeee! Haha. It was just fun, fun and F-U-N! The water bomb fight went really crazy and ended up soaked. Later that night Julia, chels (my bestest friend), rach, lance (my racist partner), i and afew others were getting high. Singing and screeching at the top of our voices! Rach was being a total retard doing her "running man" thing that totally cracked us up like mad! AHAHAHA! Played Blokus when more people went to sleep. Found my new mentor- Lance Koh! 2nd mentor- Jedidiah Lim! Thank you! Thank you! You guys rock luh! Hahaha. Didn't sleep the whole night and was feeling kinda sick in the morning. Ended up vomitting while talking on the phone (OMG! Like how talented can i get? Super multi-tasking! heh) Jed had to say i was pregnant! He's totally mad! What nonsense! Hah. Lance planned to go see the sunrise and then go for breakfast at changi village BUT he fell asleep and only woke up when the sun was high in the sky. Hahaha. Crazy racist! Left chalet at about 9.45am and headed to whitesands for breakfast then to jol's house to sleep. Slept for 5 hours and woke up at 3.45pm for lunch. The rest of the day was spent sleeping and lying around so nothing much happened.Service yesterday was at 8.30am! Super early, but still managed to wake up on time. Went to Ikea after church to eat then went home. Went to jol's house in the evening for dinner and then we went for julia's grandad wake together. Chester was being an idiot again! Haha. My day kinda ended there cuz by the time we got home i was really really tired. Couldn't sleep till about 12.15 am cuz i was waiting for a call. Heh. Woke up at 10 cuz mommy woke me up to follow her out! Tired...
Ps. I hate blog-hopping! It's just....urghh...screw that freaking blog damn it!
Juliet (this song is kinda old, but it's nice nice nice!)
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Hey I've been watchin' you
Every little thing you do
Everytime I see you pass in my home-room class
Makes my heart beat fast
I've tried to page you twice
But I see you roll your eyes
Wish I could make you reel
But your lips are sealed
That ain't no big deal
Cuz I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me?
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday
You and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Girl you got me on my knees
Beggin' please, baby please
Got my best DJ on the radio way
Sayin' hey
Juliet what are you doin' this week
To fall or turn around
So I'm gonna stand my ground
Gimme just a little bit of hope
With a smile or a glance give me one more chance
Cuz I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me?
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday
You and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me?
You have to see the weather
For us to hang together
So hear me when I say
Hey Hey Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday
You and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday
You and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Hey Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Hey Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
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Friday, April 04, 2008
You gotta admit that her hair is HOT! 
JAC LOVES RAMIELE MALUBAY TO THE COREFor now, I'm the saddest person living. Ramiele got out of American Idol!!! Sheesh bah bah... I swear I'm NOT gonna watch American Idol anymore! Do NOT watch it! It's a total waste of your time. Hah. Oh man! I'll miss watching her sing and doing her thang on stage yo! Damn those people who didn' t vote for her! Curse you people no hair! Hahaha. Well well, this is too depressing... I NEED A COUNSELLOR! Heh. Whatever, i still love Ramiele Malubay babeh! Yeah!
Wanted to go back to camp yesterday but at the end decided not to cuz i was just too lazy. And the only reason I thought of going back was marie's company. Haha. So yeah, didn't go back and felt kinda bad cuz i told the rest that i might be returning. Sorry guys.Whatever you say; I still love you (and you know it)
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Thursday, April 03, 2008
Left camp and came home at about 8 last night. Didn't want to stay over cuz...i just didn't feel like. Anyway, games were really dirty yesterday. Kinda similar to secondary school orientation stuff. We got butter, watermelon, flour, drain water (i think), mud, banana and lotsa other crap smeared all over us! It was like gross to the max! Hah. Went totally crazy with marie theresa chia (did i get that right?), she's da bomb! Super energy and total nutcase!I LOVE YOU MA!!!
Made friends with many other people and they're kinda ok. But Dan is one hell of a mad shit! Forever high...he's damn FUNNY! I swear. Whatever comes out of his mouth is just downright hilarious. Hah. Superdan dan dan superdan! Crazy. Well, i guess first day of school wouldn't be so bad afterall. We shall wait and see...
DAMN IT! I LOVE YOU (Sorry...)
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
OMG!!! Planet shakers are coming to singapore! Their "concert" is on the 10th and 11th April! I so gotta go yo! Missed last year's one, so i'm going for this! Yay. But it's on a first come first serve basis, so i hope we get to go in! Afterthat will be click 5 concert! AHHHHHHHHHHH! I so can't wait for that. Imagine Kyle Patrick! Sooooooooooo cute. Haha.
Suppose to having freshman camp tomorrow but i don't think I'm going anymore cuz it's too soon and scary. Haha. But if I'm going, I think I'll be going for just the first day only.
Well, today have been kinda boring. Talking on the phone all day...stuff didn't end up fine. Don't know what's wrong. Wait... maybe i do...
Suppose to having freshman camp tomorrow but i don't think I'm going anymore cuz it's too soon and scary. Haha. But if I'm going, I think I'll be going for just the first day only.
Well, today have been kinda boring. Talking on the phone all day...stuff didn't end up fine. Don't know what's wrong. Wait... maybe i do...
Some stuff were better left unspoken cuz your words just killed me, inside. Maybe it was words to spike me like, but maybe you were trying to imply something. I don't know! My instinct finishes all the half spoken things you always say. You may think i don't know anything, but i actually do. Or maybe at least i think i do... There're just so many hidden meanings when you talk. And sometimes i get it, sometimes i don't. I've been pretending all these while, that i don't know anything, but i do. At least a clue to what u've been doing. Things seem to be different, different in a sense that everything does not seem as happy as before. WHATEVER LUH! Just stop lying to yourself. Seriously... Stop it!
Maybe there's something you wanna tell me.
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