Sunday, November 30, 2008

The promise musical was "Aye-doubleyou-ee-ass-oh-em-ee"
It was really really good, better than The clown musical 2 years ago.
Well, stupid cybil said that's because clowns freak me out.
Fine! I shall admit it right here, right now- I'm clourophobic.
Pictures soon.
Anyway, YZ camp in 5 days and I don't believe I'm missing 2 days of it cuz there's common test the following week.
Somehow I just feel like throwing all the books away, not study anymore and just fail. Maybe pass if a miracle happens.
Can't anyone tell that I'm already in the cranky christmasy mood? Hah.
I need to get my christmas clothes!
Somehow I feel happily silly. Hahaha.
RETARD! :D :D :D :D :D


NATALIE MOK!!!
You piss me off so bad that I just feel like plucking your braces out of your mouth!
And yes, what I'm saying is that I, Jacklyn Mok, your sister is clearly/ absolutely/ completely/ utterly jealous of you.
Come to think of it, it's kinda ridiculous but then again you just had to rub it in with all you stories and happenings.
You've won me hand-down this time but.... muhahahaha.
Two years from now! You watch out :D
Maybe I'll end up returning everything back to you after awhile, we'll just wait and see.
"Hedge" is second to "Why" now.
I know that you know what I mean. Hah!
You'll probably kill me after seeing this, so I shall make you feel better and say that at the end of the day victory will still be yours.
Happy?
Your motive and mine is totally different.
A promise is a promise. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Uncontrollable obsession of yours. Stop dreaming!
Whatever, you still make me jealous.
Arms round waist :(



Don't stop, don't change. Stay beautiful.
One life, today you're irresistable.
Get up, get out. You're wonderful.
All this time is waitng for you.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

She didn't know, and never will.
I wouldn't want her to anyway.
The silence will speak for itself.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Time and time again I reminded myself not to falter, never to give in.
But I know for sure that eventually I will.
As a matter of fact, I'll probably just start crying/ bawling/ sobbing/ wailing like a total idiot.
Maybe not now, but soon.
Tomorrow? No.
Next week? Maybe?
Next month? Probably.
Next year? For sure.
If I had to translate all my emotions into words and having to think what it's gonna be like, I think I'll go insane.




Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
Have you ever? So yes, just when I thought I managed to block this thing...
My blog ain't blocked anymore! Pffffft.
It's screwed up man, I don't seem to be able to get it!
Urghh! Whatever.
Let's just hope UNWANTED people/ pests don't start appearing around here.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU PEOPLE ARE and if you're acually reading this, I suggest you just piss off and get a life before I personally gorge out your eyeballs!!! Hah
Anyway, soccer attachment today was fun!
Hell yeah, we went c-c-c-c-crazayye man.
Screaminggggg like a maniac! Hah.
Played 14 a side and had a super bad headache afterthat. Sheesh.
Oh wells, there's sooooo much homework this week and it's driving me nuts.
And there's still common test to study for, damn it!
The level of sress has reached it's optimum rate and it's gonna explode like a volcano.
Ok, it's really exaggerated but it's almost that bad.
It's kinda sucky being me right now, like this second, this instance.
Bless my soul and wish me the luckiest luck for common test man.




But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be me.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Fix you- Coldplay

Today's tests were like oh-am-gee furrrr-eeeek-ing difficult.
IPC was... don't talk about it man.
Copy copy copy! Haha.
Desperate situation calls for desperate measures, that's so logical.
To add, I totally studied Microbio for NOTHING!
The questions were "like whhhhatttt?!"
I seriously didn't get almost half of it.
BUT thank goodness wiki saved my damn life man! Hah
I'm like such a cheater and I am (not really) proud of it!
Wakakakakaka. Whatever.
No studying tonight or tomorrow!
Out :D
Retainee Mok.




There's gotta be more to life.
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm trippin' out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure.
There's gotta be more

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

91.3 Top 30 (top 8)
8- Now or never
7- Gives you hell
6- Womanizer
5- About a girl
4- Lovebug
3- Hot and cold
2- Live your life
1- IF I WERE A BOY!!!!

Beyonce Knowles totally deserve the first place man, or rather the song deserves it!
Whooots, "If I were a boy" is like currently the H-O-T-T-E-S-T and A-W-E-S-O-M-E-S-T song!
And SOMEBODY was actually crying while watching the music video :D Hahaha!
Crazy crybaby! Heh
Anyway, back to the dumbass books now.
IPC lab and microbio test tomorrow.
NO BLT NEXT YEAR!
It's 11:11pm nowwww
Hoping, praying, wishing and totally wasting my time...
Pleaseeeeee



And it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel,
is just a freight train coming your way.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

I'm totally wasting precious time on the net instead of studying.
Maths cass test on tuestday, Mibrobioly mock exam and IPC lab test on wednesday and CATS report is due on friday.
I just don't see how I even managed to find the time to turn my lappie on, wait for it to load, let stupid viruses lag the whole system, click the internet explorer button, type in blogger.com and start typing this ever-retarded-and-senseless post.
Just a little note to begin- I FUCXING MISS MY LONG HAIR!!! I REALLY DO :(
I just get so emotional when I see the rest with their long "rapunzel-like" hair.
Faster grow! Please please please!
OMG! The person who made my new specs ought to be shot dead, I swear!
I got it on wednesday and the thing kinda screwed up yesterday.
If that woman ever tell me that she can't fix it, hoohoo, I'll stuff 2390128737219 chilli padis in her big gigantic mouth!
Bloody money cheater!
Anyway, it's the 22nd of November.
Christmas is coming, so is New year and chinese new year, how egg-citing.
Woopeedeedoodles!
But I'm not exactly looking foward to 2009, I figured that it might get a little crappy.

PS. I know this kind of feeling, somethings stirring in me.
Either I hold back and save myself or fall right down.
Either way, I'll get hurt.
The only thing is, how badly?



Balance between dark and light
The nice and sweet- get up and fight
What is wrong can’t be so right
Please the masses- everyone
Always there but, sometimes gone
Perfect concept- perfect song
Words keep crashing down but drift away
Frustration’s here to stay

Friday, November 21, 2008

"Some of my feelings keep escaping
So I make it a joke
Nonchalant I keep on faking
So my heart don't get broke
I'm in a big big big big ocean in a tiny little boat
I'll only put the idea out there
If I know its gonna float."


Joke.
Oh please, just laugh at it!



I'm praying that you don't burn out, or fade away.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

That's my long-lost boyfriend looking at his long-lost girlfriend who's missing her long-lost boyfriend who's thinking about his long-lost girlfriend who's making believe that that's her long-lost boyfriend who's wishing she was actually his real long-lost girlfriend...
Omg, I make so much sense!!!
Wakakakakakakaka!
I'm such a psycododo. Whooooooots.
Last night's talk with balloon and mands was GOOD :)
As usual, half of the conversation was spent crapping and quater the time we didn't get each other which means that only the last quater was spent talking sense! Haha.
It's like the 3 of us haven't really spoken for the longest time so it was still awesome though.
There was the Lily, Ellen and Degeneres story. Get it get it?
Lily allen, then take Ellen and put it with Degeneres.
Goodness, damn lame!
I miss you two and lover truck-lorry-limo-sbs bus-bulldozer-LOADS!!!
Hear that people?
Back to the smexy maths book now. Sweet.

PS. Sometimes I still wonder and I realise I'm just thinking about what I'm not thinking about.
It's ok if I'm becoming incomprehensible because I don't get it either.
So much that I'm left speechless.



She rolls the window down.
And she talks over the sound of the cars that pass us by.
And I don't know why but she's changed my mind.

Monday, November 17, 2008

My long hair is G-O-N-E!!!
I couldn't stand it anymore, neither could others so I just chopped it off.
It's like slightly more than 6 inches shorter than the previous length!
Now the end of my hair is like just touching my shoulder and if i tie it up, the ponytail is not a "pony's tail" cuz it's more like a... chickentail man.
Wait, chickens don't have tails do they? Hah!
Whatever.
It's super short for someone like me who have been living with long hair for the past century.
Good grief, what was I thinking?!? haha
Well, at least it's not so bad and I kinda like it but I'm starting to miss my long long long hair.
As I've been saying- CRY ME A RIVER PEOPLE!!!
It's gonna be another year or so.




It is the chain that you're dragging
That was once your relief
That's like everything that's born to die
And the birth of a doubt that was once your belief
Is drowning in the tears that you cry

Sunday, November 16, 2008

All thanks to DK.
I've decided to let my body waste away.
I'm just gonna starve, never giving in to hunger or thirst.
I know it sounds ridiculous and exaggerated and highly impossible, but somewhat somewhere somehow I'm gonna do it.
What I just saw was gross, disgusting and revolting.
Like the: I can't take a second look at it- kinda gross.
Like the: I'm just gonna kill myself if this carries on- kinda gross.
Like the: I'm never gonna believe any of their lies and consolation- kinda gross.
Like the: Inducing vomit- kinda gross.
Like the: They can say whatever they want but nothing's gonna change my mind- kinda gross.
Like the: Witnessing a car running over a big fat frog and the intestines splurting out- kinda gross.
As I've said, blame it on those people like DK, SL, RT, AT, JL, RW and blah blah blah...
This world is never fair,
so I'll make it right myself. If everyone cared and nobody cried. If everone loved and nobody lied.


My thoughts are scaring me, more then they should.
Puffy swollen eyes ain't all that funny anymore.
The rate everything's going is beyond me.
Fast and furious...
No wait, it's slow.
No! fast.
Slow, fast, sl-slow, fast...
Ah! whichever it is, I'm afraid it's what I hope it isn't.
I don't wanna have to go through with it again.
I tried, but I guess things just didn't wanna work out right for me
When one thing starts to fall everythng else begins to as well.
Maybe a miracle will do the trick.




Time passes.
Even when it seems impossible.
Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise.
It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls,
but pass it does.
Even for me.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Mental torture, emotional torture. Mind games were never fun


Am I suppose to stay on the sidelines?
I'm so tired.
Sometimes I don't even know why I try so hard, honestly.
I feel sick and grossed out myself.
My head is filled with much doubts.
Help me push them aside and let me live my day.
But it's getting more intense as each second ticks by.
Whatever it is, this just sucks.
Mysteries are surrounding my life now.
I totally feel like crying but then again, I shouldn't.




Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

Friday, November 14, 2008

And right now there's a war between the vanities



Today as I sat near to the rain with on going thunder I couldn't help but to wonder.
Life is just like storm with the rain falling very light at first,
followed by huge crashin loud lightening and strong rain raining downwards.
Light drizzles which follows afterwards,
and the end is marked with sunshine and a refreshing breeze
so light, so delicate
Just almost like my life, with rain and thunder which never seem to stop, almost endless.
Raining, waiting, anticipating for the end of the storm to what that greets me
a new life, reborn, new and fresh.
As I put a closure to what haunts me.
There's just barely any time for us to breathe.
To what it seems to be right now, I just hope it isn't what I think it is.
But I realise I just think too much, and I worry too much FOR NOTHING!
Overtime I realise that I get overly paranoid and sensitive too.
Omg, just what nonsense am I crapping/ rambling/ cackling about now?
I seriously gotta snap out of it! Snap snap!
ANYWAY, I can't wait for Twilight movie to come out.
It looks and sounds really good but I didn't read the book though. Hah.
It's unbelievable that I haven't watched High School Musical yet.
I mean, everyone who's in their right mind would think that Jac will probably be the first to go watch it cuz I watched High School Musical 2 like more than ten times.
Over and over again!
It's nice what... you gotta admit it.
The colours of everything in the show is so bright and colourful and cheerful.
It makes me happy :D
I sound like a deprived kid. Wakakakakakaka.
But still, I heart disney channel. It's awesome-o!
Lalalalalalalala...
Oh, I have another 4 bunch of purple hair on my head now.
I went back to the same place to do somemore cuz 8 weren't enough!!! Haha.
BUT the purple fades and becomes pink.
Somehow, I'm starting to question my sanity.
I don't even know why I did it in the first place, it's ridiculous.
I'll probably have it removed soon. A month time or two.
We'll see how it goes.
I gotta go sleep now, family portrait at 11am tomorrow.
Oh wait! I can't quite sleep just yet!
No no no no no cannot cannot. Hah
It's a wonder how I managed to last night :/


Lover, if you're reading this. I can't get to wordpress!!!! There's something wrong with it! Stupid thing. Hah. Anyway, I love you so so so much. In any case if you're sad, don't jump into the tiger's enclousure ok! Hahaha. Mwaaaaah mwahhhh mwahhhh mwahhhh! Love you bestfriend <3 Come back soon. Mands and I will be waiting...oh yeah, not forgetting dom and jiselle too. Harry's this time.


I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now

Thursday, November 13, 2008

I just wasted 16 minutes of my life and I'll probably waste more time by getting so affected by it.
I was really tempted to shout but somehow I couldn't bring myself to.
In fact, my hands were on the verge of shutting the thing close but then again it'll bring the situation to a whole new level of wreckage, catastrophe, misfortune, whatever you wanna call it.
It was best for me to just keep quiet and pretend.
Sometimes, the harder we try to make things right, the worser the situation becomes. I dont know what to say.
Maybe I'm just being an idiot.



I stumbled like my words, did the best I could
Damn, misunderstood
Intentions good.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I'm feeling euphoric man.
I finally got my logarithm MOL done!!!
But I'm like stuck with IPC tutorial and I'm highly pissable cuz.....
Urghh! NEVERMIND!
Annoying annoying annoying.
What's funny is that I know I'm not gonna be very angry for long.
I feel like having Ben and Jerry's now.
Chunky monkey and fudge brownie!
Oh yeah, as I expected my cranberry juice diet didn't even last for a day!
Pathetic shit.
I had 2 eggs just now when I'm not suppose to eat anything.
I'll proabably just eat and eat and eat till I become so fat and explode.




They can take the future that we’ll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time.


It's currenly 5.20pm and for the past 4 hours or so, I've only done a pathetic amount of work.
Third and final attempt of microbiology after-video quiz, microbiology lecture 6 questionaire and half of IPC 20-question tutorial.
Crap thing, I've got a tons of homework left!!!
- Maths (MOL), logarithms
- Maths tutorial exercise 6
- 3 Microbiology lab write ups.
- The other half of IPC tutorial questions, make that three-quater.
I feel like slacking and doing nothing for the rest of e-learning week but I'll probably just get killed when school reopens and screw my GPA up again.
It ain't making me feel any better when Jol is leaving in less than 9 hours.
Lucky girl!!!
Take me with you please, I really really wanna go and get away from this stupid sunny island.
Anyway, wedding dinner in 2 hours and I'm not even changed or prepared.
Good grief, yet again I'm in another dilemma.
Electric blue, bloody red or jet black nail polish?!?
Quick quick quick!
Ok, I'll get the blue one. Hah!
My cranberry juice is gonna start on wednesday.
Nothing but just cranberry juice. Hahahaha
I bet it's not even gonna last for a month man but whatever.
I freaking had like 2 subway choc chip cookies today and now I'm craving for starbucks mocha frappe!!!
Tsk tsk tsk. This is unacceptable.
Family portrait on saturday, pimples had better stay away and not invade my face.




So tell me what we're fighting for
Cause we know that the truth means so much more
Cause you would if you could, don't lie

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Purple hair is addictive!!!
So anyways, chels, sam and I had our hair done yesterday at far east.
I took 8 bunches of purple colour.
Chels had 1 blue and 7 purple.
And Sam did 3 brown and 4 purple.
We still haven't gotten enough of it and decided that we'll go do somemore.
Next sunday people!
Haha. Whoooo, we're so gonna look like CALs man(chow ah lians).
However however however, the process is like fast, painless and coolshit.
Here comes the crappy part, a list of things I'm going to rant on:
- My new specs. On Monday, the optician told me that I'll be able to get it within 2 to 3 days and that she'll call me when it's ready. But noooooo, today's like what? Sunday! 6 days have passed and still no call or whatsoever from her. So I decided to be the one calling and guess what? SURPRISE! She told me that she have not send it to the factory to get it done. I'll only get it in about a week. OMFG! I just feel like.... URGHHHH!!!
- No specs = Gotta wear contacts = Sore eyes = One step closer to getting blind.
- My eczema is getting from bad to worse. It's really itchy and I'm like scratching it so often that the skin on my arm is starting to tear and bleed.
- E-learning week starts from tomorrow and I'm already feeling the retardedness of it. I swear it's nonsensical.
- I think I'm growing fatter cuz I had Ikea meatballs twice this week and I've been consuming too much food over the past few days.

By the way, I kinda miss fridays Com-T lessons.
I really really really do!
Yes, I know I'm random but CATS is the most moronic shitass module.
Blah blah blah.
Managed to talk to "fatter" yesterday.
Always training like a maniac.
A great reminder of the past.
Those were the days...
I realised it's been exactly 4 months. Hah.
Miss you and your nutsy mad mind luh :)


PS. It's like a game.
We'll end up fearing each other much more and that's what I'm most afraid of.
Sometimes I feel so helpless towards that feeling, there's just nothing I can do.
Can I?





It's going down where no one can see
It's a sad sight
The feeling just gets stronger
I see you, I just put on a smile
I try to cover it up
But I can't take it too much longer

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Suddenly, being invisible feels like a better choice.
Somtimes I don't even know why I care so much. Honestly.
I don't think I'm being angsty, emo, pessimistic or anything now.
I'm just scared.
I feel like I've been consantly thinking alot more than I should, it was clearly proven yesterday
And no, there's no need to talk about it.
Everything sounds so easy when I said it the first time,
but I was just trying not to sound like a mad person.
The truth is there are so much more to this and its fucxing hard to do it.
I am becoming greedy indeed and I'm fully aware of it.
That makes me feel scared because i know when the time comes, I'm gonna be disappointed just like how it happens everytime.
It's funny how I fear it so much that I'm trying to resist and stay away from everything.
I just gotta get this out of my system.


It's not about the things said,
it's about those left unsaid





Misunderstood ain't gotta be explained
But you don't understand me so let me explain
Stood in the heat, the flames, the snow
Please slow down hurricane

Friday, November 07, 2008

Actual lab experiment


Modified lab experiment (I love my smart brains!!)











Nothing's gonna be good today, not tomorrow, not the day after, not next week.
Just never!
Give me a break, damn it.
Say something that's gonna make my laughter/ smile worth it. Quick!

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Something striked me and reminded me of something.
I can't process my thoughts clearly and I have this strange feeling right now.
Looks like...
Maybe I just...
Forget it.
It's just not fair and I'm tired of fighting all these.
I feel that I might be frustrated, but I don't even know why I should be.
Chow found this in the psychology textbook and I thought that it was so true-
"When a feeling was there, they never felt as if it would never go; when it was gone, they felt as if it had never been; when it returned, they felt as if it had never gone."
--George MacDonald
I'm always letting stupid things burn my brains but I realise that the problem has always been me.
And I also notice that time and time again, my mind just revolves around the same problem.
It's insanity, I know.
Enough is enough, jac.





A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
You make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Just how many more days like this will I have to go through?
I just feel like a complete dumbo, fool, moron, loser or whatever you want to call it.
Don't probe, not worth mentioning.
This is totally such a senseless post.



Drops of Jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

♥ disguised at { 7:36 PM }

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

I'm so tired and I want to kill myself so bad cuz then I wouldn't have to do anything.
Maths is killing me, it's sucking up every inch of my brains.
There's just so much to do and it's freaking me out.
I have this sudden fear of doing tutorial exercises cuz it's demoralizing, depressing and disappointing.
Even chels and jol know how to do them but I don't.
I swear I feel 100% stupid.
34/50 for class test, it's plain dumb.
What the fucx am I doing in school?
I'm on the verge of giving up man.
Analytic geometry is utter rubbish!!!
Screw Math.






Dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end

♥ disguised at { 7:53 PM }

Monday, November 03, 2008

Ok, so here I am blogging just because SOMEONE asked me to. You know who you are. Hahaha!
Just admit it, I'm nice :)
Thank you thank you. Hah.
Lectures today were B-O-R-I-N-G, like to the max man!
I mean like how interesting can IPC and microbio get.
Haha. Tutorial was fine though. I love tutorials!
Like it's only our class, 18 people and it's FUNNER.
I'm gonna be super random and I don't believe I'm saying this but 1M04 rocks!
Shizzle my nizzle! Wakakakakakakaka.
Here comes the bad part. There's physio test tomorrow and I've not finished studying.
Not even the first lecture ok!
I am soooooo dead.
Anyways, I got the information below from the net cuz some people keeps thinking that coke is awesome and good and nice and shiok and whatever.


When somebody drinks a Coke watch what happens…

In The First 10 minutes: 10 teaspoons of sugar hit your system. You don’t immediately vomit from the overwhelming sweetness because phosphoric acid cuts the flavor allowing you to keep it down.
20 minutes: Your blood sugar spikes, causing an insulin burst. Your liver responds to this by turning any sugar it can get its hands on into fat. (There’s plenty of that at this particular moment)
40 minutes: Caffeine absorption is complete. Your pupils dilate, your blood pressure rises, as a response your livers dumps more sugar into your bloodstream. The adenosine receptors in your brain are now blocked preventing drowsiness.
45 minutes: Your body ups your dopamine production stimulating the pleasure centers of your brain. This is physically the same way heroin works, by the way.
60 minutes: The phosphoric acid binds calcium, magnesium and zinc in your lower intestine, providing a further boost in metabolism. This is compounded by high doses of sugar and artificial sweeteners also increasing the urinary excretion of calcium.
60 Minutes: The caffeine’s diuretic properties come into play. (It makes you have to pee.) It is now assured that you’ll evacuate the bonded calcium, magnesium and zinc that was headed to your bones as well as sodium, electrolyte and water.
>60 minutes: As the rave inside of you dies down you’ll start to have a sugar crash. You may become irritable and/or sluggish. You’ve also now, literally, pissed away all the water that was in the Coke. But not before infusing it with valuable nutrients your body could have used for things like even having the ability to hydrate your system or build strong bones and teeth.
So there you have it, an avalanche of destruction in a single can. Imagine drinking this day after day, week after week.


See! It's so terrible. Tsk tsk tsk.
Drink ICE LEMON TEA!!! Hah!
Damn, the physio book is glaring at me.
I need to study!




You cried, I died
I should have shut my mouth, things headed south
As the words slipped off my tongue, they sounded dumb
If this old heart could talk, it'd say you're the one
I'm wasting time when I think about it

♥ disguised at { 9:25 PM }

Sunday, November 02, 2008

Today's only sunday and I'm already looking forward to the next weekends.
It's all sam's and chels's fault! Haha.
We decided that we're gonna get coloured hair extensions on saturday!!!
Surprisingly mummy wasn't against the idea, in fact she could still joke about it.
Hahaha. I'm a happy bug now. Whooots!
So I guess I'm not gonna cut my hair afterall, I'll leave it as it is.
The problem now is that I don't know which colour I should get.
I'm deciding between purple, blue, green or some crazy colour.
But I don't want to end up looking like a CAL(chow ah lian)! Hahaha.
Ah wells, anyway I'm like mixing songs for some dance thingy BUT I keep getting distracted and losing count.
I gotta do it over and over and over and over and over again luh!
Sweet nibblets.
Focus Jac, focus!




I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

♥ disguised at { 4:47 PM }

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Yesterday was satisfying.
It kinda made up for those little bad things that happened during the week.
Matthew was being H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S!!!
He's got a filthy mind man. HAHAHAH.
And Colin was making fun of the waiter who talks really funny.
Damn mean, but we kept laughing like idiots luh.
Tsk tsk tsk. What an embarassment. Hah.
Oh and I must say that I'm amazed at how some people can be so freaking cheapskate that they just turn up, sit at the corner, eat and leave immediately.
I mean, we were happy you came but like out of nowhere you just brought another person.
Don't get me wrong, I don't have a problem with you or the other one but you decide to change the plans isn't it basic courtesy to call and inform us?
Ok, maybe you did call but you didn't breathe a single word about bringing the other person.
If that was suppose to be a surprise, I guess you suceeded cuz I'm sure everyone else were shocked too.
It's simply unfair when you want everything to go your way and when it doesn't, you just sit there blaming others.
You gotta know that this world does not only revolve around you and your life.
Sometimes, you just gotta learn living independently and stop dragging that person of yours everywhere you go.
It just doesn't prove your innocence in any situation.
And don't call me to say that people have wrongly accused you cuz I have finally decided to stand on their side.

Ok, I've said my piece and I feel good. Hah.
Oh oh oh. My sis is currently so freaking jealous cuz SOMEONE wrote a friendster comment to me :D AHAHAHAHA!
Loserrrr.



And everynight I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are holding you, holding you.
Holding you tonight.

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