Wednesday, December 31, 2008

It's time of the year when everyone starts making new year resolutions, reflecting on things they did and did not do for the past year and looking forward (or not) to whatever's awaiting them in the new year.
Well, I guess a brand new year equates to a brand new start so I shall try to be a better and nicer person in 2009. Haha.
Honestly, I'll have a list of resolutions every year BUT somehow I'll lose track of them and find myself not following any of it.
Oh wow! Why is that not very surprising. HAH!
I'll probably go figure something out that I might actually follow diligently and post it up some time soon.
For now, it's JDMA (janice dickinson modelling agency) time babeh!
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE PEOPLE

Monday, December 29, 2008

And so.... yesterday was Dora's last day at TWPC.
We were all really really indescribably sad and her whole dg was like cryng over the fact that she'll no longer be their dgl and stuff.
Omg, I freaking hate farewells!
These 2 and a half years wouldn't have been so awesomely enjoyable without her around in yz with us.
I mean, it's undeniable that at times we hated her for being so naggy but that's one part of her that we will definitely miss. (all in a good way)
Looking back, there're just so many fond memories that I'm sure we'll never ever forget.
All these years, we've formed bonds that will never be broken.
I'm just so thankful that we've met someone like her, a role model and a good friend.
It's gonna take a very looooooonnnng time before we get use to her absence in yz.
We'll miss you, Eudora Tan!!!

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Friday, December 26, 2008

I can't freaking roll my tongue for nuts

" Say ah, add a little sand and in you go."

The past two days have been pretty awesome.
Christmas gatherings are just fantastic cuz I get many many presents from many many people. Haha. Yayeeeee!
Wednesday's countdown dinner was at some family-friend's house, as usual.
The food was like really good and we ate so so so much that we could hardly move.
Seriously, we were all like gluttons! Omg.
The games we played were damn fun.
Everyone went totally cranky even the adults.
And I must say that they're really sick in the head. Like dirrrrrty! HAHAHA.
Reached home at about 3am, I tried super hard to stay awake and finish up all the presents that I was suppose to give the next day.
BUT. Too bad, I fell asleep! Hah.
Church christmas service at 10am on Thursday and I was getting all restless during sermon cuz it was kinda squeezy plus I had to sit with sis who started laughing at her own jokes.
I would have killed myself if service was any longer.
Exchanging of gifts was next and I felt really bad cuz I'm only bringing mine on Sunday.
But anyway, thank you y'all for the presents! I really love them.
Although no one gave me Jonas Brothers, it's ok cuz there's still next year. Wakakakakakakakaka :D
Went to Jol's house for lunch.
X-box and the computers were all that was needed to occupy us till dinner time.
Went to our relative's restaurant for dinner then headed back to Jol's house to open up our presents.
X-box and computer again till about 1am then it was home sweet home.
Reached home, packed my cupboard full of bags and clothes and cleared stuff which I didn't want anymore.
Zonked out at 4.
Woke up at 3.30 this afternoon and I haven't done anything besides eating and wasting my time on the net.
I'm becoming such a pig! Bad thing.
Dinner at Mariah's house later, I gotta go get ready.
Christmas peeeeeektures will be up soon!






Is it so hard
everytime I say
won't you come and fight with me
because if I thought I were you
every word I say
would come out wrong and make you look the other way
you know, if I thought I were you,
time and time again
and if I did we won't be friends

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS (EVE) Y'ALL!!!
I figured that I probably will not have the time to put up a christmas post here tomorrow so I'm doing it now. Haha.
People, please don't expect a good present from me this year cuz I didn't have time to plan and therefore the last minute grab-and-go gift. Sorry.
I will definitely make it up to you guys next year.
As Jol have mentioned, this season is all about loveeeee so come redeem your free hugs and kisses if you see me walking on the streets or something. Hah!
That'll be pretty fantastic.
Alrighto, I gotta go get ready for family's christmas countdown partayye so ciao.
Merry Christmas once a again and HAVE FUN :D



ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY JONAS BROTHERS! MUMMY, CAN I?




I just thought that you'll hear my prayer and grant me my christmas wish one last time.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

THE JONAS BROTHERS IS L-O-V-E! Lub-Dub :D
(I feel like a stalker! hah.
Whatever, I still heart them.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!) I seriously don't see how anyone can ever get along with their younger sibling.
They are nothing but little spoilt annoying irritants!
All they ever do is demand, insist and throw bloody tantrums all day if they don't get what they want.
Fucx, it's as if everyone owe them a living.
Such money faces! Well then, I think you've been born into the wrong family cuz we aren't princesses who live in a castle with let's see....
10 rooms,
9 servants,
8 garderners,
7 chauffeurs,
6 limousines,
5 ponies,
4 private jets,
3 swimming pools and
2 golf courses.

So stop acting like a frigging spoilt brat who thinks you'll always have things your rotten way! Biatch.
Sometimes I feel like I hate the people around me so much so that I want to elope with the JONAS BROTHERS and leave these awful people.




I think you're mistaken
I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser
Who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten
All of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone

Saturday, December 20, 2008

To do before school reopens:
[x] Bake brownie
[x] Bake cookies
[x] Do up a time table for the new school term
[x] Tidy up my table
[x] Remove all my old extensions and maybe get new ones
[x] Make myself smarter by I-don't-know-how
[x] Reboot my half dead laptop
[x] Get my hair to grow faster
[x] Watch Yes man
[x] Watch Four christmases
[x] Be as sickly thin as Emma Roberts

Activities:
[x] Prawn-fishing
[x] Jap buffet with lover
[x] Seoul Garden with The Culcattians
[x] Out with Lover and Leonad The Betty
[x] Escape with Jol, Grace, Mark, Jer, Sis and ELSA D' PIANO!!!
[x] Roller blading
[x] QT at least thrice a week (I'm just being realistic)
[x] Christmas and New Year party
[x] Feast on Auntie Anne's cinnamon sugar petzel for a day

To buy:
[x] Red aviator
[x] Paperchase pencil tin
[x] Aeropostale hoodie
[x] Grey sneakers
[x] Fedora
[x] 2009 organizer
[x] Christmas presents
[x] A ticket to the end of the rainbowwwww



So here you are Jolene Low, the quiz you tagged me.
Seeing that not many people did it, I shall be nice and grant you your wish.
And no, I'm not gonna make that same confession as you did!
I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. Hahaha

1) Each player of this game start of with 10 weird things/ habits/ little known facts of myself.
2) People who get tagged gotta do the same, stating the 10 things as well as the rules clearly.
3) At the end, tag 10 other people.
4) No tag back

Ten things you never knew about me:
1) I cried for 3 whole months at the start of primary one.
2) They claim I'm suffering from slight OCD (obsessive-compulsive disorder).
3) I'm very very afraid of death.
4) I'll be a tap-dancer if I didn't choose to learn the piano.
5) I got into a tv show audition and obviously messed it up, but that was like so last century. Long long ago...
6) Taking an airplane and going on a cruise freaks me out, all thanks to Titanic and Flight of the Phoenix. Damn it!
7) Due to some allergy, my eyes were always swollen when I was younger. Super super small eyes back then.
8) I've eaten worms, scorpions and snakes before.
9) I've got paranakan blood (they told me so).
10) Rugrats, Little bear, Tom & Jerry, Flinstone, Hi-5, Strawberry Shortcake and Barney was what I enjoyed watching as a kid even UP TILL NOW.

I tag: Whoever sees this must do it.



Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn't go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew then disappeared

Thursday, December 18, 2008

I wanna leave so bad. I can't wait for 2 years, my heart just wouldn't let me. I've been sticking aroud for way too long. Twisting the whole story to my liking/ to what I wanted to hear, believing in my own damn lies and finally realising that I've fallen so deep into that dark well filled with pretence. Those were the cosequences of my immature ignorance. The past few days have ben pretty quiet and that gave me space to think, to find ways to untangle the huge knotted mess that I've create in my head. It felt as if everything was "beyond repair" but I figured that having to leave and moving on with life somewhere else might be the only way out. Call me a coward, loser or whatever, I don't really frigging care. Cuz if walking that long way means finding jac, I'll do it. That is if I'm still alive and sane, 2 years from now. Who knows.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Watched Angus thongs and perfect snogging for the second time!!!
The show is simply awesome and watching it once will be a waste of the whole production. Haha.
Actually, I'm just trying to kill some time but in a more "productive and enjoyable" way. Hah.
Aaron Johnson is such an eyecandy who makes me smile like a total idiot almost everytime he appears on the screen! Smirks.
Lover will be back in 3 days time and I so can't wait!!!
Major ranting session about major problems involving major people. Wahahahahaha!
The holidays have been pretty sucky and my life really amazes me so much so that I just think my mind is like a time-bomb that's gonna blow any minute.
Anyway, gym-ing and christmas shopping with chels and jol tomorrow.
I'm really tempted to splurge me ass off so that I'll be contented for once.
As they said, I shouldn't give a crap anymore and maybe I'll listen to them this time.






I've been alone so many nights now.
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall.
I keep holding out for what I don't know.
To be with you, just to be with you.
So here I am staring at the moon tonight,
wondering how you look in this light.
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too.
To be with you.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

A postman just came to my house 5 minutes ago, rang the doorbell like a gazillion times, lo and behold it was a parcel for meeeeee from CYBIL TAN!!!! AHHHHHHHH!


The shirts that I wanted! Thank you so so so much daughter :D



YZ :D


Catch your wave


My fingers look like sausages! Damn it.


Omg, lameass retards!



Seriously just screw it.
I hate getting so affected by things that have been done and things that are going to happen.
And I'm starting to hate you too.
I guess that's what you want, for me to hate you so that it'll be easier at the end.
Those lousy excuses, just leave them for someone else.
Cuz I saw this coming, it was just a matter of time.
Maybe it's just me reading too much into things again but... whatever.
Goodbye and have a good life like you always do.


Twilight on movie6.net
I don't think it was that fantastic afterall.
Not that I read the book or something, but I was expecting much more.
Plus, Robert Pattinson is so NOT hot. Eeeewwww.
Hah, but it was definitely 23872983472394 times better than Harry Potter or Narnia!

Angus thongs and perfect snogging on youtube.
One word- HAWWWWWWWTTTTTT!!!
Yes yes yes, Aaron is that.
Hahahahahaha! But I shall be nice and not steal jol's bf :)
He's really cute and the show is totally awesome.
I'll probably watch it over and over again.

Caught Nick and Norah with chels, julia, jol, nicholas and joel on sunday.
Was soooooooo much better than I thought it would be.
Really worth it :D
Apparently, the gays in the show looked hotter than the normal guys. Haha.
The story line was good and there were parts when me and julia felt so pissed off by the "bitch"! Hah!

BUT BUT BUT I still love Bend it like Beckham to the max.
I've watched it many many many many (uncountable) times but I'm still in love with it.
Jonatan Rhys Meyers's eyes are to die for! Whooooooo.
Jolene Low, you are so not taking him like how you stole Cristiano Ronaldo!
You stupid pirate. Hahahahhaha!





I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart, I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

Monday, December 15, 2008

I figured that it would save me from the pain,
save you from the misunderstandings
and save us both from the cold war that might follow up.
It wasn't a choice, cuz I didn't have any even from the very beginning.


Over time, I've been building my castle of love
Just for two, though you never knew you were my reason
I've gone much too far for you now to say
That I've got to throw my castle away

Over dreams, I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I've been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day

And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

Over hearts, I have painfully turned every stone
Just to find, I had found what I've searched to discover
I've come much too far for me now to find
The love that I've sought can never be mine

And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
And maybe with a chance you will find
You too like I
Overjoyed, over loved, over you, over you

♥ disguised at { 7:15 PM }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS AND MARK!!!
You guys have been awesome cousins and I'm so so glad that we've always been really close unlike the other 8 uncles and aunties plus many many cousins we have who've somehow vanished from the face of the earth. Hah.
Both of you knew me since I was born and never fail to crack me up everytime for the past 17 years of my life! "Ownage!" hahaha.
Thank you thank you thank you :D
Enjoy, have fun and HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again.

♥ disguised at { 12:56 PM }

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Oops! Our masterpiece ;) We know you love it!!!



Deprived


3am super secret supper...


with secret people :D


"hi jacklyn mok! Chelsea loves you" Awwwww....


Taptap revenge addicts!


GAUIS'S SO CUTEEEE (when he keeps his mouth shut)!!! Hahahahaha



They were being such gays throughout the entire camp


And again... it's proven





Whoooo! Newspaper armour is coolshit




More camp pictures but I don't have it yet so that's all for now. Haha
It's only been two days into the holidays and I'm hating every single bit of it already.
Youtube is like my life now and I've been totally inspired and motivated by some of the videos man.
Like Rin on the Rox is damn good :)
Not exactly the best of the best but one of the better singers I must say.
And I'm like replaying the "step up 2 finale dance" video over and over and over again!
I don't know if I've mentioned this before but Briana Evigan and Robert Hoffman is dropdead gorgeous.
Pssssss...HOT!
Hah, I'm gonna play Plant Tycoon now.
I've got no life and I wanna go back to Jitterbugs so badly!!!
Out with cranky coolio clan (Nice name! hahah. C-cube) tomorrow :D
Cousins are back from australia and that's so very awesome! Yayeeee



Like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!

♥ disguised at { 3:25 PM }